jerseyblonde

Devils vs. Bruins

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 03:33:16 GMT

Yesterday my parents surprised me with tickets to go see the Devils play the Bruins in Boston for my birthday. OMG! I was so surprised. I never expected that. So my dad and I went. He was able to get tickets from work that allowed us into the Sports Deck(like a mini VIP room). We had straight view of the rink so that we wouldn't have to move our heads to see the action. We were surrounded by Bruins fans(but there were other Jersey fans out in the regular seating) We ended up losing but only by a point. We would've had the game if they didn't put our backup goalie in net. Oh well it was still a good game. It was so funny I was the only Devils fan to get caught on camera when they panned the crowd. When I started showing my team spirit they quickly panned the camera off. On the last goal scored by Jersey I stood up and cheered and one of the waitresses joked around and said sit down. I heard it but didn't know who said it. I was just too in the moment making noise for my team. Everytime we scored I would jump out of my seat and cheer. I got so many dirty looks from people it was funny. It definalty made my New Year a little bit better since it's been a bad start(mostly because of my car)

Me

Me and Dad

Celebrating after we drew first blood

View of the rink from our seats

End of the game fight

And the final score(we should've won)

Little Late

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 03:51:26 GMT

Happy New Year!!(yeah I know I'm a few days late. Sorry)

Merry Christmas!

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 17:39:07 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 00:51:13 GMT

It's over, it's over, it's over...

It seems you can't hear me
When I open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever?

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean

I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song on me, on me
Don't waste your time

It's not easy not answering
Every time I want to talk to you
But I can't
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean

I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song on me, on me
Don't waste your time

You're calling
You're talking
You're trying
Trying to get in
But it's over, it's over
It's over, friend

Don't waste your time trying to fix it
So save your breath
Don't waste your song on me, on me
Don't waste your time

You held me
You felt me
You left me
But it's over, it's over, it's over

You touched me
You had me
But it's over, it's over
It's over, my friend
Don't waste my time

I don't know if anyone actually reads these posts or not. I've been posting songs because they pretty much how I'm feeling and what I am dealing with at the moment. I'm not much for writting down my life but sometimes I probally will. I think the songs really speak what I am going through and how I am feeling. There's just been so much going on that I can't soak it all in at once. So I have been an emotional wreck these past few days. So if anyone reads these thats the reason behind posting songs.

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 05:03:11 GMT

On My Own-Les Miserables

And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to go no one to turn to,
Without a home
Without a face to say hello too
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 17:11:01 GMT

(Hear me, hear me)
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
(Oh)

'Cause there are these nights when
(Oh)
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hoping my dreams bring
You close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
(Are you here?)
I'm screaming for you to please
(Are you here?)
Hear me
(Hear me, hear me)
Can you hear me?
(Hear me, oh, oh)

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
With no one to talk to
(Oh, oh)
And no one to hold me
(No, oh)
I'm not always strong
(La la la)
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?
(Are you listening?)

Hear me I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
(Are you here?)
I'm screaming for you to please
(Are you here?)
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand
(Can you hear me?)
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me I'm crying out
I'm ready now
(Ready now)
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
(Are you here?)
I'm screaming for you to please
(Are you here?)
Hear me

Hear me, hear me
Hear me
(Can you hear me?)
Hear me, hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Hear me, hear me
Hear me

What Do You Have To Say? - What's Worth Reading

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 22:56:46 GMT

How do you choose which books to read?

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Usually from friends. They usually give me some great books to read. I really enjoy reading classics and books that ended up as movies because then you can compair the two which is always fun. Eventhough you know the book was way better.

One of those moods

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 04:12:43 GMT

Yeah today I'm in one of my moods again being that I'm so sick of seeing and hearing about people being together with someone. I'm almost 20 and have never had a boyfriend and have only been on one date(well not really a date more like meeting someone. which never went any farther than that) It's just....I don't know. I see people everyday married or dating at work and with friends and wonder why don't I have anyone yet. My parents keep telling me that I'm being saved for someone special but it's like hurry up already. It's not that I want a boyfriend for the wrong reasons it's just that I want to have someone I can talk to, hang out with and feel like I'm loved by someone else other than my family. I feel like there's no guys in this stupid state for me. My mom keeps joking saying that I'm going to meet someone out of state. All the guys I know here are either taken or not worth it. It's just so frustrating! It makes me feel like I'm not pretty etc. I don't know. Guys can be such jerks anyway. I've been hurt by many and I wasn't even dating them. I guess I'm a hopeless romantic trying to find Mr. Right.

Almost done!

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 01:53:55 GMT

Well the fall semester is almost done. It's been a great one! I loved my theatre and biotechnolgy classes. Which were so much fun. I really enjoyed the biotech. I learned so much. My other two classes I like but not loved. I mean they were good but the other two were the best. Only one more week to go and then finals. I can't believe I'm actually saying this but I wish it wouldn't end. I'm having too much fun.